I'll be on my way home when most of you read this blog. It's 3 AM and I want to get back in time to put in at least a half day's work. The weight of having a Catholic conscience can be great; I've come close to talking myself into hanging around another day. But all that would mean is delaying the inevitable. Heavy sigh.
I'm rarely in Hessel at this time of year. I passed through on November 8, 2023, according to Facebook memories. It offered me a short video I took with my phone from the side door of the garage as a light snow fell. But that was only a quick stop as I passed nearby for work. I wasn't around for more than a couple hours and had to be off. Before that, I don't think I've been here this late in decades.
There's a desolation to Hessel this time of year which I had quite forgotten. Other than the cedars, of course, the leaves are off the trees. There's a noticeable lack of activity as well. And needless to say (though I'll say it anyway) it is colder, although not bad. Highs have been near 50 with lows around 40. Still too chilly to sit on the porch to read, though I did manage to hang out in the garage and read for a bit. I think the walls made just enough of a wind break that, so long as I had my winter coat about me, I could tolerate things for a while.
The stars are out this morning. I have always liked that, a sky full of stars. Some say it makes a man feel tiny and unimportant. I don't understand how or why. I feel the sublime delight of being able to enjoy them overwhelms any smallness. Human importance isn't based on spatial geography anyways. Smallness does not, and I would argue cannot, indicate insignificance.
That said, I better wrap this up. I still have to pack and do the last couple of housecleaning chores before I go. I'll be back before I know it, time flying as it does these days.
